won't you take me where the street lights glow?

and they say change is inevitable.

i second that statement. i think, over the past few months, i have changed quite a few things about myself. lack of confidence, lack of socializing, lack of smile, perhaps. everything has changed, changed to a better me. i like this change. however, i find that this feeling still hasn't changed.

that sad moment when the person you love is standing right in front of you, and you could only just say 'hi'.

no, i don't want to rush things. it's too risky to take things to the next level, even though i don't know about her feelings. 50-50 is my friend for a long time now. like the post title, i wouldn't know what it will be until i finished writing this post, hence it could be anything.

and i knew that i love her from the very first time we met.

for the past few days i could not keep my mind of her, regardless day or night, sane or insane. you're still there. it doesn't annoy me, but the opposite. it keeps reminding me about you. how are you. have you eaten. are you well? the same cliche question left unanswered till this day, perhaps forever.

padahal bleh ja msg, huhu

T - minus 18 days till i took off to Sydney. still a long hols to keep myself occupied with bed activities, and her, too.