ephemeral

is what i think i'm having these few weeks back. it's funny how some people are actually feeling the same way as you do, despite the fact that he/she didn't even know you're existed.


last week. things started to get crazy the moment Yunus finished his tutorial on Friday evening, and everything went all downhill from there when Amir and the Abercrombies joined -____- bukan salah kau pun Yunus. let it be haha.


i need to step back into reality more often now. i need to take responsibility for everything. lately i've been feeling like, i don't know. sooo empty. i don't get the excitedness of seeing morning sunshine anymore. it's like there's nothing there. nada. i don't think i have any wills left inside me. crushed as i may seem, i still want to live -___- i don't wanna daii. haha. not just yet, insyaAllah.


it's 3.42 am in the morning. and i don't feel sleepy at all. just some random thoughts going in and out of my mind.


this is really not good. what is happening to me?