premature ventricular contraction

i want to change the lifestyle that i'm living on. from now on, i'll go to class. be a normal student as other healthy, normal student should be. but, at the same time, i'll continue to be who i am now. it's like living a double life, perhaps. those who know me here would understand what i'm talking about.


the existence of the newly bought (codename: Apple) has given me many opportunities to do what i do best. plus, it is quite easy for me to get (codename: candy) from my friends. the only thing that's keeping me from not doing it was myself. it was too easy to create a new session anywhere, anytime now. and i'm quite aware of that. but i'm still a student :( why should i be like this? shit. i hate self-reflecting.


it's already 2.37 pm here. i have lab session at 4. i need to decide, either to be a student, or to be the other option.


i think i'll take both. will update soon the result of taking both ways -_____-

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