i think i've become too ignorant lately.
i haven't seen sunshine for awhile now. woke up just to see another night. i wonder, will i continue to live my life like this?
and they said that studying can be considered as a job. well, i usually work at night. and sleep during the day. sometimes i pity myself. biological clock of mine has gone haywire.
sometimes i would ask myself, why did i choose this path? i've become the man i least wanted to be when i was still a little kid. i know that we all became different when we grow up. but i knew that i can be better than this. better than who i am now. but i choose to remain this way. i choose to be the same.
the cold shivering night weeps as i light up another cigarrete. as i stare at the moon, i ask myself a question.
will i be able to endure this dark life that i'm living in?
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