signal fire.

dlm sminggu lagi aku menjejakkan kaki ke intec semula.
oh malas oh malas oh malas oh rajin oh malas.
spec maths yg takleh tahan tu. ceit
mungkin tk on fabok sgt da lpas ni.
haha. mungkin je la :D
pape pun, sem ni kene all out la nmpaknye. tkde main2 sgt.
ill try my very best to fly, and come home again.
second sem, saye datang ni~
no more emosi yg gundah gulana. gembira suda la.
it's a good thing. :)

franklin.

if aku terus jd cmni, sumting teruk maybe boleh berlaku. dang :|

despair.

being sensitive is really, really not good.

pain.

i don't know what to write. i just want to blog.

life.

disaat hati sedang berdarah, perdengarkan melodi mainan dahulu kala yang pernah menjadi suatu memori yang terpahat di sanubari selamanya.

since you want to fall, ill be there for you. ill be watching you. its all above us and you know what? ill be waiting for you. silly me, am i?

epiphany.

it's not funny anymore.

redemption.

dari hari ke hari aku menjadi semakin beremosi. kurang stabil. entah. mungkin aku penat agaknya. biarlah.

shh.

tiupan angin manja membawa duka dan tawa dariku. apa yg tinggal hanyalah sekujur tubuh badan yg tidak mampu berkata-kata. hebat sungguh angin yg bernama cinta ini.



bpk jiwang. geli pulak rasenye.

coming undone,

halo blog. lama tk jumpa. some random updates for you.

- duk rumah kejap je naik 1 kilo.
- oh, and im bald again. feels good though.
- makin lama duk rumah makin dikontrol pergerakan. dikongkong la to be exact.
- almost 9/10 of my hols dispentkan dgn sdara. ohhoho mmg kemana saja ku pergi mereka ikut.
- dpt cuti sebulan setengah but i spent more than half of it by doing nothing.
- rindu intec. tak rindu buku.
- ntah la makin lama blog mcm senyap gile. bosann. nk blogwalking pon takda blog nak berjalan.

end. im hungryyy.

tears dont fall.

pasni tanak lepak ngan kau dah shami. tgu ko btol2 sehat dlu baru kite kuar sesame. abis mengalir je air mata aku mcm org nanges. demmit.

hati saya.

saya mula menyedari bahawa mungkin saya telah salah
di mana saya semakin lemah dan saya tidak mampu melakukannya bersendirian
tolonglah tinggal bersama saya di sini. ini apa yang saya perlukan.
nyanyikan kami sebuah lagu, dan kami akan nyanyikannya kepada kamu
kami mampu nyanyikannya sendiri, tetapi apalah kami tanpa kamu?
sekarang saya kekosongan, dan ianya telah berlaku sebegitu lama sekali
sejak kali terakhir saya mendengar suara, suara harapan saya
kali ini, saya akan mendengar segalanya
jantung ini, ia berdegup, berdegup untuk awak
jantung ini adalah kepunyaan awak
tolong jangan pergi sekarang, tolong jangan menghilang dari sini.



kedengaran seperti pelik je bila berpuisi dalam bahasa melayu :|

slash and dice.

dah abis. well, lg byk potong dari saw n hostel. nudity tkyah ckap. mmg nmpak. potong sana sini. aku tgk plak lepas makan. mmg best. tk digalakkan untuk tgk, tk kira dari golongan kecil atau besar. terlampau banyak potong, sikit sngat borak2. walaupun aku minat cite cmni, tapi ni da extreme sangat. errr, mual pulak rasenye :|

memoirs.

not that im aware of, but i just learned that u can store memories from childhood or any part from your life in a single song. when you play back several songs from your childhood years, you can easily get a flashback of important memories that happened back then. on top of that, u can also store memories in manga. yep, a real comic manga, can store some of memories, too. i just finished gto (great teacher onizuka), and now im thinking of reading back the manga i had finished earlier this year, such as midori no hibi (midori days) and ichigo 100% (strawberry 100%). man, this does bring back memories :') im getting old now eh. just reminiscing about memories i have back then. but its good, its good :) i love it, u know. to remember back all these things that i've done in my past times, just feel like, sooo good actually. to think that i've gone through all that to be who i am today, is just wonderful. to make an example, blink 182's "i miss you" single will store my form 1 memories. as i heard that song at that time of my age. really remember it, really. so many things have passed now, and im just sitting here, typing stupid posts again and again. feels kinda dumb, though. maybe some part of me has matured itself over these few years. some of my old friends also said that i've changed. idk, have i? i apologize if i have changed. everybody changes. before this, i have swore to a person that i wouldn't change, even if it takes the world to end, i wouldn't change. but it just take a few months, actually, to change me. but i think, that i've changed to a better person. perhaps. hihi. i hope we all would realize someday, that we all would change someday, but what's that at heart will remain at heart. im still young at heart, u know? ngahahahaha :3


should start reading them now. tcre then :3

revenant wings.

...I'll be here...

...Why...?

..be..

...waiting..

..I'll..

...I'll be waiting...here..

..for what?..

..I'll be waiting...for you...so...

...if you come here...

...You'll find me..

...I promise.

-ffviii-

hereafter.

this is me. standing behind a white line.

redrum.

aku request the killers buat lagu based on the title of this blog. cool kn? :3

sweet eights.

selamat hari setaun lebih tua faz. kau dh besar rupenye. takleh la nk manja2 dah pasni :]

tuly.

i do suck. and i hate it.

lavell.

sekarang kat sini kecoh ada video kat youtube yang kutuk tnb or tenaga nasional berhad. hanya sebab kekerapan berlaku blackout kat kawasan rumah diorang. aku tengok video tu. diorang bagi alasan. nak study. exam dekat. kena ada letrik. nak lampu. nak kipas. suddenly takda letrik. takda lampu. takda kipas. then diorang uplod video tu. rapping2 kata tnb bodoh bangang sial carut2 dialek cina la. tak, aku bukan racist. tapi kalo la ko dah ade exam esok hari nye n tetibe elektrik tadak. perlu ke ko nak kutuk macam tu? ape ko fikir ko rap kutuk2 tnb camtu ko da bole datangkan balik letrik? fk la wei. tnb da penat2 cari letrik nak kasi korang nampak muke korang masing dalam gelap sume nak kutuk2 plak. amboih bahasa da la bagus gile pulak. mmg tip top la korang. harapan negara la wei. harap sangat kau orang baca post ni.

decoy.

hari pertama. selepas jawab paper math. muka ku menjadi begini selama 9 jam.




muka tahan berak akibat kejar masa yang tak pernah nak cukup untuk jawab soalan. terbaik la wei. credit to ucaii :D

"as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries"

- alesana.