sotoro.
it's no use giving out philosophies on facebook when you're just another a.hole in the real world. :)
it's 3.30 in the morning and i'm still revising on my Java notes. lazy lazy lazy. i hate the sad feeling of going back to Malaysia when i just about becoming more attach to Sydney. it gets me, every near-end semester.
right now i'm just too lazy to update anything here, if i feel like it, i'll write something new.
bye!
it's 3.30 in the morning and i'm still revising on my Java notes. lazy lazy lazy. i hate the sad feeling of going back to Malaysia when i just about becoming more attach to Sydney. it gets me, every near-end semester.
right now i'm just too lazy to update anything here, if i feel like it, i'll write something new.
bye!
reckless and relentless.
muka cover ngantuk. lulz
sekarang pun actually dah ngantuk gilor. nyesal lak tk minum mothers td. keje koloh plop byok. haih. tkpa2 nk full hd punye result punye pasai, mata panda tarak hal. insyaallah, full hd sem ni, aminn :)
hari ni sabtu. best sbb bleh tido bgun petang. hikhik. sesampainye sabtu ni menandakan minggu ke-3 out of 13 weeks dah habis. left only around 90+ days utk habis sem ni. im so eager to finish off this sem 0_0 hmm minggu ni aku kira2 ade 2 hari aku tk pegi class full day sbb terlajak tido -____- time tengah2 sejuk gini memang tk bgun la kalo nk pegi lecture. haha
sekarang pun actually dah ngantuk gilor. nyesal lak tk minum mothers td. keje koloh plop byok. haih. tkpa2 nk full hd punye result punye pasai, mata panda tarak hal. insyaallah, full hd sem ni, aminn :)
are u clean, or are u not?
pakcik bersih :D
sepanjang aku kt kampung, aku ada bincang2 jugak dengan pak sedara aku pasal bersih ni. bukan ape, aku dh tkde idea nk borak apa haha. last2 mcm2 la jugak yg aku dpt tau pasal bersih ni. gini la salasilah yg aku tau pasal bersih ni.
- kempen bersih ni dibuat untuk memastikan pilihanraya d melesia yg ntah bersih ke tak tatau untuk jadi bersih n adil dari sebarang rasuah or ketidakadilan.
- sebelum ni kempen bersih 2.0 ni dah pernah ada bersih 1.0, tapi tak sekecoh yang 2.0 ni. aku pun tatau kenapa.
- sepatutnya kempen bersih ni dibuat sebagai perarakan jalanan, tapi atas nasihat Agung kpd presiden bersih 2.0, maka diorang pun target nk buat kempen kat stadium merdeka. this is so that tiada yang tercedera kut, tapi tadi aku borak dengan ayah aku, dia kata sebab tknak nnt ade pihak2 berita international mcm al jazeera dpt snap, or even 'better' buat video perarakan bersih ni, n siarkan untuk tontonan umum d seluruh negara, maka jatuhlah imej negara n kemudian, jatuhlah ekonomi negara. tapi bila aku fikir balik, kalau ekonomi negara jatuh, rasa2 rakyat rugi lebih or kerajaan yang rugi lebih, or shud i say, orang2 yg berkerja dalam kerajaan? :)
- memang sepatutnya kempen bersih ni dibuat d stadium nasional, tapi polis tak bagi, or ada yang kata, mereka tk dapat kelulusan lagi dari pihak stadium untuk membuat kempen ni. padahal Agung dh bagi green light abes dah. konpius2
- aku tgk kt yahoo meleis tadi, diorang target nk buat jugak kt stadium tu, regardless depa dapat kelulusan ke tak. yuk kita riotkan stadium tu :D
sebagai pengajaran di sini, kita tak perlu taktik kotor dalam apa2 jenis politik. kita cuma perlu keadilan dan saksama dan jauhilah dari apa bentuk rasuah, kerna duit haram memang sememangnya haram.
sepanjang aku kt kampung, aku ada bincang2 jugak dengan pak sedara aku pasal bersih ni. bukan ape, aku dh tkde idea nk borak apa haha. last2 mcm2 la jugak yg aku dpt tau pasal bersih ni. gini la salasilah yg aku tau pasal bersih ni.
- kempen bersih ni dibuat untuk memastikan pilihanraya d melesia yg ntah bersih ke tak tatau untuk jadi bersih n adil dari sebarang rasuah or ketidakadilan.
- sebelum ni kempen bersih 2.0 ni dah pernah ada bersih 1.0, tapi tak sekecoh yang 2.0 ni. aku pun tatau kenapa.
- sepatutnya kempen bersih ni dibuat sebagai perarakan jalanan, tapi atas nasihat Agung kpd presiden bersih 2.0, maka diorang pun target nk buat kempen kat stadium merdeka. this is so that tiada yang tercedera kut, tapi tadi aku borak dengan ayah aku, dia kata sebab tknak nnt ade pihak2 berita international mcm al jazeera dpt snap, or even 'better' buat video perarakan bersih ni, n siarkan untuk tontonan umum d seluruh negara, maka jatuhlah imej negara n kemudian, jatuhlah ekonomi negara. tapi bila aku fikir balik, kalau ekonomi negara jatuh, rasa2 rakyat rugi lebih or kerajaan yang rugi lebih, or shud i say, orang2 yg berkerja dalam kerajaan? :)
- memang sepatutnya kempen bersih ni dibuat d stadium nasional, tapi polis tak bagi, or ada yang kata, mereka tk dapat kelulusan lagi dari pihak stadium untuk membuat kempen ni. padahal Agung dh bagi green light abes dah. konpius2
- aku tgk kt yahoo meleis tadi, diorang target nk buat jugak kt stadium tu, regardless depa dapat kelulusan ke tak. yuk kita riotkan stadium tu :D
sebagai pengajaran di sini, kita tak perlu taktik kotor dalam apa2 jenis politik. kita cuma perlu keadilan dan saksama dan jauhilah dari apa bentuk rasuah, kerna duit haram memang sememangnya haram.
#1.
last tuesday, i make stupid decision that changes my whole world. or literally, ripped my world apart. it was a stupid, illogical action that i make at my hometown, terengganu. i won't tell you what is it that i made but its very life-changing, and it hits me in the head and says,
fazrin, you've changed way too much. and you are an ass now. too stupid for even this body could take.
right after making that very stupid decision, i realize that. i've changed, wayyyyyyyyyyyy too much. then i read back all the post in this blog. yeah, i do change that much. i did not realize it. i don't know, but i really think that going to sydney is the thing that changes me that much. i blame it over culture shock. when i think it over, yeah i think it really is culture shock. these past four months, i did not know what the hell were i'm doing actually in sydney. study? pfft. kiss my sorry ass la study. i don't think i study that much. i think when i went to sydney, i became a robot, but without any function. useless robot, as you know, wander off pointlessly. and that's what i am until yesterday. i know it sounds super stupid, and the reason that i give for that decision is more stupid that i could never be stupider, but i can feel myself again. the man who once a happy-go-lucky person, laughs at stupid jokes, and loves a woman.
before this, the robot doesn't laugh, he doesn't even know what to do with his life. he lives life pointlessly. and most importantly, breaks the heart of his loved one.
if you traverse from post to post from the beginning of this blog, you can really see, that i've changed. to a fucking monster. abomination. now, after that decision was made, i lost my dearest one, and i can feel gruesome hatred from every people i see. heck, they don't even want to talk to me anymore. i don't know how to fix these things. i love her. i really do. i know i don't deserve another chance. i don't even know how to guarantee it to you. but i promise you this.
i'll keep this fazrin here in this very body, and won't let him go even if he has to meet his maker.
i know it sounds like janji manis, but this i promise you.
fazrin, you've changed way too much. and you are an ass now. too stupid for even this body could take.
right after making that very stupid decision, i realize that. i've changed, wayyyyyyyyyyyy too much. then i read back all the post in this blog. yeah, i do change that much. i did not realize it. i don't know, but i really think that going to sydney is the thing that changes me that much. i blame it over culture shock. when i think it over, yeah i think it really is culture shock. these past four months, i did not know what the hell were i'm doing actually in sydney. study? pfft. kiss my sorry ass la study. i don't think i study that much. i think when i went to sydney, i became a robot, but without any function. useless robot, as you know, wander off pointlessly. and that's what i am until yesterday. i know it sounds super stupid, and the reason that i give for that decision is more stupid that i could never be stupider, but i can feel myself again. the man who once a happy-go-lucky person, laughs at stupid jokes, and loves a woman.
before this, the robot doesn't laugh, he doesn't even know what to do with his life. he lives life pointlessly. and most importantly, breaks the heart of his loved one.
if you traverse from post to post from the beginning of this blog, you can really see, that i've changed. to a fucking monster. abomination. now, after that decision was made, i lost my dearest one, and i can feel gruesome hatred from every people i see. heck, they don't even want to talk to me anymore. i don't know how to fix these things. i love her. i really do. i know i don't deserve another chance. i don't even know how to guarantee it to you. but i promise you this.
i'll keep this fazrin here in this very body, and won't let him go even if he has to meet his maker.
i know it sounds like janji manis, but this i promise you.
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